Will hold ur hands the whole night when we r sleeping again! :)
But dear, u forgot to buy me chocs >_<|||
12:06 AM
Saturday, July 28, 2012 COLOURED.
27/07/2012
自己太high ego，有点不爽。
天时地利人和，我欠了什么？
还是。。。是我真的没他那么好？
3:40 AM
Sunday, July 22, 2012 COLOURED.
22.07.2012
很久没有睡到自然醒！
起身时，天蒙蒙下着大雨，
我依然有选择权去继续睡。。。
真舒服！☺😁😚😍
9:31 AM
Tuesday, July 17, 2012 COLOURED.
17 July 2012
After stopping for so long, i am finally back to the blog again!
i dont know why, everytime when i face problems in my work, i will think of writing it out here. probably because i dont want others to know about it, yet, i need a place to release myself.
i know this has been an abandoned space of mine, and i hope i dont need this space since this is only a place for me to release my stress and anger. if you dont see any updates here, means i am ok and living perfectly fine.
i have been trying really hard to control my temper. but when problemssss strikes, i tend to lose my temper.
it has been pretty hectic life recently. well, class started again! @.@ my days are going to be really busy with classes, work and rest.
these days i have been attacked by a lot of problems. i know human being cant be perfect, but, i hope to at least please people whom are close to me.
my sis. she has been trying soooo hard to pull me out of my house, to go shopping or maybe chit chat with her. but well, who dont like worry-less days? i too want days where i have sufficient cash to go shopping, no need to worry or control my spending and etc. but i cant! yes, Deloitte offered me the revised training agreement which pays me back immediately when i make payments for the first attempt. i should be happy but this is BAD!!!
imagine, i will need to repay ALL the amount they have reimbursed to me if i cant stay in deloitte for the period of 4 years upon signing the agreement. in another word, i have another 2.5 years to go. it is going to be a long 2.5 years. will i be able to sustain? i dont know.
i just feel it is hard to sustain.. its tiring, definitely.. i cant feel the weakening heart and body..
my dad. i know, buying a Prius C is a better brand. but its such a small car with no power? im really eyeing on Forte but i know, literally EVERY ONE will stop me from buying that car.. low resale value (mr tan chien ping), high maintenance if we need to change spare parts (Mr tan chien ping), not a good brand (dad)..
mom even asked me to simply buy a myvi and save for INVESTMENT????? i know i am so far from investment!!! i am really very very far from that word.. blame myself for not saving enough last yr... blame myself for wasting so much last yr!! slaps myself!!
sisters. ok, i know you all want me to look good. but u r not me! u dont understand my worries, my problems.. just, give me a break! stop asking me out, will you? i feel bad for not going out with u, but i know i cant! i cant afford to lost that another RM100. stepping out of the house would definitely incur cost. and i dont want that to happen.
enough of my family, now, work. only one word to describe - STRESS! why would they include me inside OYL engagement? the people here is so hard to discuss things with! perform testing also hard, do what also hard. and worst case scenario, give me new staff. stop asking me questions will you? i feel bad for getting frustrated but i reli cant stand it anymore!!!!
now i am proud of myself and agrees that i was the super assistant! at least i used my brain to think and solve the problems myself instead of keep asking the same problem again and again. i feel happy for my seniors.. i am reli proud of myself..
but to be a senior now, i feel ashame of myself! how can i be so bad to my staff? i should really learn how to control my EQ. never let go of my temper to my staff.. no no no!!
11:52 AM
Monday, July 30, 2012 COLOURED.
29.07.2012
He is back 😒
But nvm! I'll meet him again in August!
Will hold ur hands the whole night when we r sleeping again! :)
After stopping for so long, i am finally back to the blog again!
i dont know why, everytime when i face problems in my work, i will think of writing it out here. probably because i dont want others to know about it, yet, i need a place to release myself.
i know this has been an abandoned space of mine, and i hope i dont need this space since this is only a place for me to release my stress and anger. if you dont see any updates here, means i am ok and living perfectly fine.
i have been trying really hard to control my temper. but when problemssss strikes, i tend to lose my temper.
it has been pretty hectic life recently. well, class started again! @.@ my days are going to be really busy with classes, work and rest.
these days i have been attacked by a lot of problems. i know human being cant be perfect, but, i hope to at least please people whom are close to me.
my sis. she has been trying soooo hard to pull me out of my house, to go shopping or maybe chit chat with her. but well, who dont like worry-less days? i too want days where i have sufficient cash to go shopping, no need to worry or control my spending and etc. but i cant! yes, Deloitte offered me the revised training agreement which pays me back immediately when i make payments for the first attempt. i should be happy but this is BAD!!!
imagine, i will need to repay ALL the amount they have reimbursed to me if i cant stay in deloitte for the period of 4 years upon signing the agreement. in another word, i have another 2.5 years to go. it is going to be a long 2.5 years. will i be able to sustain? i dont know.
i just feel it is hard to sustain.. its tiring, definitely.. i cant feel the weakening heart and body..
my dad. i know, buying a Prius C is a better brand. but its such a small car with no power? im really eyeing on Forte but i know, literally EVERY ONE will stop me from buying that car.. low resale value (mr tan chien ping), high maintenance if we need to change spare parts (Mr tan chien ping), not a good brand (dad)..
mom even asked me to simply buy a myvi and save for INVESTMENT????? i know i am so far from investment!!! i am really very very far from that word.. blame myself for not saving enough last yr... blame myself for wasting so much last yr!! slaps myself!!
sisters. ok, i know you all want me to look good. but u r not me! u dont understand my worries, my problems.. just, give me a break! stop asking me out, will you? i feel bad for not going out with u, but i know i cant! i cant afford to lost that another RM100. stepping out of the house would definitely incur cost. and i dont want that to happen.
enough of my family, now, work. only one word to describe - STRESS! why would they include me inside OYL engagement? the people here is so hard to discuss things with! perform testing also hard, do what also hard. and worst case scenario, give me new staff. stop asking me questions will you? i feel bad for getting frustrated but i reli cant stand it anymore!!!!
now i am proud of myself and agrees that i was the super assistant! at least i used my brain to think and solve the problems myself instead of keep asking the same problem again and again. i feel happy for my seniors.. i am reli proud of myself..
but to be a senior now, i feel ashame of myself! how can i be so bad to my staff? i should really learn how to control my EQ. never let go of my temper to my staff.. no no no!!
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