i feel excited when i know i will leave my company in 4 days time..
but at the same time, i feel sad to leave my working place...
i love my collegues...
they r kind, loving n always nice to me...
but no matter how, i will still choose to leave cuz i really cant take the working pressure...
the pressure that i give myself, being afraid that i would do the wrong things all the time...
y m i so scared to talk?
anyhow, my working experience is good, n i will definately miss it...
9:28 PM
Friday, September 21, 2007 COLOURED.
LOST
feeling lost more n more often recently,
i feel so so down...
i even lost my interest in singing...
yeah, I-LOST-MY-INTEREST-IN-SINGING!
for those who know me well, u should be aware that this is very serious... as i m the one who holds the mic n not letting it get off my hands each time we go to sing k...
but luckily, after watching the book titled "first they killed my father" which i bough from cambodia, i took the opportunity to cry all out loud...
this book explains about the war Cambodia had years ago... a war that makes thousands of ppl suffer n lost their family, not bcuz of the war, but malnutrition n starvation...
the leader was so so cruel that they kill all the clever ppls... this book was written by a gal, so it reveals what is in that 5 year old gal's mind... how much she misses her dad, her sis n her brothers n mom...
she fought so so hard to make herself survive till now, n publish this book... i feel so so sorry for those who suffered during that period...
finally, after expressing myself, i feel much better,
n here i m, today, back to the original me...
the noisy, cheerful, open minded n happy me...
i feel so so cool n relaxed today...
thanks for the book that touched so much, makes me begin the crying session...
9:14 PM
Saturday, September 8, 2007 COLOURED.
好 闷~
突 然 想 起 一 首 歌,
歌 名 叫" 最 近 比 较 烦"..
不 知 道 为 什 么,
最 近 心 情 很 不 稳 定...
经 常 很 低 落 的,
自 己 一 个 人 坐 在 一 个 角 落...
不 想 理 会 别 人,
更 不 想 开 口 说 话...
我...
我 到 底 是 怎 么 了??
2:08 PM
Wednesday, September 5, 2007 COLOURED.
LOST
i dunno y, i juz feel like posting this post in this way...
i am...
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for those who know me well, u should be aware that this is very serious... as i m the one who holds the mic n not letting it get off my hands each time we go to sing k...
but luckily, after watching the book titled "first they killed my father" which i bough from cambodia, i took the opportunity to cry all out loud...
this book explains about the war Cambodia had years ago... a war that makes thousands of ppl suffer n lost their family, not bcuz of the war, but malnutrition n starvation...
the leader was so so cruel that they kill all the clever ppls... this book was written by a gal, so it reveals what is in that 5 year old gal's mind... how much she misses her dad, her sis n her brothers n mom...
she fought so so hard to make herself survive till now, n publish this book... i feel so so sorry for those who suffered during that period...
finally, after expressing myself, i feel much better,
n here i m, today, back to the original me...
the noisy, cheerful, open minded n happy me...
i feel so so cool n relaxed today...
thanks for the book that touched so much, makes me begin the crying session...
i dunno y, i juz feel like posting this post in this way...
i am...
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