i do not know what can i blog... my mind is empty at the moment... i dunno what can i do, nor what should i do... things just happened all of a sudden, though i have been preparing for this end for months, i still feel a little strange... someone told me, im not that upset is bcuz i m well prepared, and that i have prepared for this to happened mentally... to be frank, i m reli ok if the phone doesnt ring... i reli can b perfectly fine n talk when everyone is just next to me... but i dowan to lie to myself... i know i m not 100% ok... i'd prefer to stay at home, preferably alone... i just wan to be alone... reli hope time will heal me... i dowan this to remain too long... either make it the ending i alwaz wanted as soon as possible, or make it end now, immediately... for i reli do not wish to drag things for too long... i wish to settle them immediately... reli immediately...
9:09 PM
Saturday, March 21, 2009 COLOURED.
i do not know what can i blog... my mind is empty at the moment... i dunno what can i do, nor what should i do... things just happened all of a sudden, though i have been preparing for this end for months, i still feel a little strange... someone told me, im not that upset is bcuz i m well prepared, and that i have prepared for this to happened mentally... to be frank, i m reli ok if the phone doesnt ring... i reli can b perfectly fine n talk when everyone is just next to me... but i dowan to lie to myself... i know i m not 100% ok... i'd prefer to stay at home, preferably alone... i just wan to be alone... reli hope time will heal me... i dowan this to remain too long... either make it the ending i alwaz wanted as soon as possible, or make it end now, immediately... for i reli do not wish to drag things for too long... i wish to settle them immediately... reli immediately...
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