woke up early in the morning today, and i decided to weight myself. my god, i've exceeded 45kg, which means i m eligible to donate my blood already!!!
wait, should i feel happy or should i feel upset?? i have a mixed feeling again, haiz... my life is just full with paradox which makes me feel like fainting sometimes, haiz...
to be honest, i LOVE meaningful activities, such as blood donation, visit to charity home, etc etc... HOWEVER, i never had a chance to do this kind of activities because i was born in a home which is just enough to survive with a type of thinking:
"i dont help, n i dont harm anybody"
this is quite true also, bcuz reality is alwaz cruel. our monthly income is not a lot. now mummy retires edi, our monthly income has decreased significantly, whereas we r stil spending like we used to be. well, its sth that we cant cut cost on, such as food, running costs, coll fees, etc...
i now emphasize on the blood donation activity. i LOVE blood donation activities, n special credits to those brave man n women who alwaz take part in it. i reli salute u guys n girls. my yeng yeng is one good example. she donates blood every 3 months i think.. how nice if i were as brave as her. but useless me isnt that brave. through i have went through the 6 days "training" to be not afraid of blood test, but i m still afraid of needles n injections. plus, blood test is totally different from blood donation. blood test only takes few seconds whereas blood donation takes several minutes to complete!
i reli wish i m brave, then i can go for a blood donation. another reason i m afraid of blood donation is, i scared they will inform me that i have any health issues after they test my blood. i wont be able to accept if suddenly they tell me :"miss chiang ai leng, awak punya darah certified ada masalah sikit, tolong datang ke institute jantung negara untuk maklumat selanjutnya"
mamamiaaaaa... i dowan that to happen. anyway, after exam n when bee is free, we r goin for a body check up session. i need to face the fact if there is reli sth wrong with myself. hope everything would be fine then. haiz...
i wish i could be brave enough to go for at least one single blood donation activity this year. ppl, if u n i were together, n we r in front of those blood donation campaign, pls pull me in n do it together with me...
ok, enough of talking rubbish, time to back to the reality that exam is next week, time to go back to my notes n papers.
byee..
9:06 AM
Saturday, January 3, 2009 COLOURED.
silly thinking, silly me~
woke up early in the morning today, and i decided to weight myself. my god, i've exceeded 45kg, which means i m eligible to donate my blood already!!!
wait, should i feel happy or should i feel upset?? i have a mixed feeling again, haiz... my life is just full with paradox which makes me feel like fainting sometimes, haiz...
to be honest, i LOVE meaningful activities, such as blood donation, visit to charity home, etc etc... HOWEVER, i never had a chance to do this kind of activities because i was born in a home which is just enough to survive with a type of thinking:
"i dont help, n i dont harm anybody"
this is quite true also, bcuz reality is alwaz cruel. our monthly income is not a lot. now mummy retires edi, our monthly income has decreased significantly, whereas we r stil spending like we used to be. well, its sth that we cant cut cost on, such as food, running costs, coll fees, etc...
i now emphasize on the blood donation activity. i LOVE blood donation activities, n special credits to those brave man n women who alwaz take part in it. i reli salute u guys n girls. my yeng yeng is one good example. she donates blood every 3 months i think.. how nice if i were as brave as her. but useless me isnt that brave. through i have went through the 6 days "training" to be not afraid of blood test, but i m still afraid of needles n injections. plus, blood test is totally different from blood donation. blood test only takes few seconds whereas blood donation takes several minutes to complete!
i reli wish i m brave, then i can go for a blood donation. another reason i m afraid of blood donation is, i scared they will inform me that i have any health issues after they test my blood. i wont be able to accept if suddenly they tell me :"miss chiang ai leng, awak punya darah certified ada masalah sikit, tolong datang ke institute jantung negara untuk maklumat selanjutnya"
mamamiaaaaa... i dowan that to happen. anyway, after exam n when bee is free, we r goin for a body check up session. i need to face the fact if there is reli sth wrong with myself. hope everything would be fine then. haiz...
i wish i could be brave enough to go for at least one single blood donation activity this year. ppl, if u n i were together, n we r in front of those blood donation campaign, pls pull me in n do it together with me...
ok, enough of talking rubbish, time to back to the reality that exam is next week, time to go back to my notes n papers.
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