today, i am really very happy... i made a correct decision to leave one u early, and i made a correct decision to go back to st.mary to help my youngest sis, siew leng.
she is too stressed lately due to the pressure from her cheerleading team, and her homework.
untill last night when she received a news, saying that one of her team member is still in the hospital due to Dengue fever. having not enough people to compete on 1st of March, she finally cannot take it any more and cried...
so, the 3rd sis and i went back to give her some supports and also to help her her... seriously, i really miss the moments when i myself cheer out there, smiling, performing, n competing... its really a nice experience to dance with a group of girls, its really enjoyable...
however, i have to pay for the enjoying moment... sob sob~ i am now as dark as "hak dao"!!!!! ish... anyway, i m still happy with it...
^_^
9:02 PM
Friday, February 22, 2008 COLOURED.
schooling "feel" n "pao gan" day...
schooling feel day
today,
bcuz my lover, yeng yeng~ wants to find back her schooling feel,
all the seven of us accompanied her down to the field n SIT there...
haha,
it was quite a cloudy day,
no sun...
so it was quite a good "schooling feel" experience to sit n chat with all my buddies in the class...
"pao gan" day...
this is a very special day for all chinese who celebrates chinese new year...
today is the 15th,
is the day gals go to the river side,
write their contact number n names,
n throw their mandarin oranges to the river for guys to pick it up..
in addition to that,
today is also known as chinese valentines...
being hyper active recently,
the frens n i decided to go to the lake nearby amcorp mall to throw our tonnes of oranges...
below are the pictures taken on that night...
one of my oranges...cute ler!!!
then, each n everyone of us also bought a "wishing ship" there to make wishes...
haha, future accountant, i, of cuz learnt bout utilizing resources, so, look at my "wishing ship"!!! (full with wishes, haha)
after that,
before going home, not forget to being naughty for few minutes...
talaa~~ spider women.... its me, haha!
i had a great night,
thanks Lin Gor for your willingness to be our driver to PJ that night...and thanks all the ppl who plans for the night... hehe!!
10:33 PM
Friday, February 15, 2008 COLOURED.
未 来
有 人 说,
他 看 不 见 我 们 的 未 来...
他 说 我 们 的 路 会 很 苦...
他 说 我 们 的 路 会 难 关 重 重...
未 来,
你 会 降 临 在 我 们 身 上 吗?
我 们,
会 有 未 来 吗?
10:23 PM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008 COLOURED.
12-1-2008
today, i finally stop being naughty and start to blog again... stopped blogging for quite some time juz to make suwen's nugget post remain on the first page... afterall, nth special reli happen these days... but today, i feel a little unhappy deep inside my heart... i reli don understand y cant my father b a little more understanding... i, a 21 years old girl, is it too much to go out till 11pm during chinese new year? frankly speaking, i think i m considered as a good girl... i dont smoke, i dont hav bad habits, i try my best to take care of my family, i try to earn my own pocket money, i try my best to study, i dont go out unnecessarily every night, i m good... but y cant they juz trust me more? y he stil reufse to give me the freedom i should have just like my sister do? i hav been struggling so hard to be better than her, or at least be as good as her in all aspects, but y he still thinks i m naive n useless? y cant he understands whats in my mind? i just wan to enjoy my life once in a blue moon, is that wrong? i will understand if u r juz being worried about my safety, but to me, i dont think u r worried... today morning, i dont have to wake up so so early, su leng told u i m not feeling well, din reli sleep well last nite... but yet, u still force su leng to wake me up... its still ok if u reli hav sth for me to do... but u juz wan to make me awake!!! ur aim wasnt to make me help grandma!!! grandma didnt even said she wans me to wake up!!! y do u wan to b so cruel, dont u know i m edi struggling to be like the gal u love the most? dont u know i juz wan to b happier in my school life?? i have my own limits, cant u see that? dont u feel that i have the ability to hadle my own stuff? cant u juz giv me the chance to proove to u that i can do it? dont u know i feel reli unhappy inside? i tried to help everyone in the family, but u never appreciate me.. i reli hope i can hav courage like shim yei, the courage to talk to u face to face about these issues, about all my sadness when i m facing u... but i dont dare... i still hope that i can b ur gal, the gal that u trust... i know if i voice out, i will make u angry or mayb make the house lose its true happiness... i dowan that to happen.. i truly hope daddy, u will understand one day, that i m unhappy, that i think u din treat the 4 of us equally...
11:29 AM
Monday, February 25, 2008 COLOURED.
great experience!
today, i am really very happy... i made a correct decision to leave one u early, and i made a correct decision to go back to st.mary to help my youngest sis, siew leng.
she is too stressed lately due to the pressure from her cheerleading team, and her homework.
untill last night when she received a news, saying that one of her team member is still in the hospital due to Dengue fever. having not enough people to compete on 1st of March, she finally cannot take it any more and cried...
so, the 3rd sis and i went back to give her some supports and also to help her her... seriously, i really miss the moments when i myself cheer out there, smiling, performing, n competing... its really a nice experience to dance with a group of girls, its really enjoyable...
however, i have to pay for the enjoying moment... sob sob~ i am now as dark as "hak dao"!!!!! ish... anyway, i m still happy with it...
today, i finally stop being naughty and start to blog again... stopped blogging for quite some time juz to make suwen's nugget post remain on the first page... afterall, nth special reli happen these days... but today, i feel a little unhappy deep inside my heart... i reli don understand y cant my father b a little more understanding... i, a 21 years old girl, is it too much to go out till 11pm during chinese new year? frankly speaking, i think i m considered as a good girl... i dont smoke, i dont hav bad habits, i try my best to take care of my family, i try to earn my own pocket money, i try my best to study, i dont go out unnecessarily every night, i m good... but y cant they juz trust me more? y he stil reufse to give me the freedom i should have just like my sister do? i hav been struggling so hard to be better than her, or at least be as good as her in all aspects, but y he still thinks i m naive n useless? y cant he understands whats in my mind? i just wan to enjoy my life once in a blue moon, is that wrong? i will understand if u r juz being worried about my safety, but to me, i dont think u r worried... today morning, i dont have to wake up so so early, su leng told u i m not feeling well, din reli sleep well last nite... but yet, u still force su leng to wake me up... its still ok if u reli hav sth for me to do... but u juz wan to make me awake!!! ur aim wasnt to make me help grandma!!! grandma didnt even said she wans me to wake up!!! y do u wan to b so cruel, dont u know i m edi struggling to be like the gal u love the most? dont u know i juz wan to b happier in my school life?? i have my own limits, cant u see that? dont u feel that i have the ability to hadle my own stuff? cant u juz giv me the chance to proove to u that i can do it? dont u know i feel reli unhappy inside? i tried to help everyone in the family, but u never appreciate me.. i reli hope i can hav courage like shim yei, the courage to talk to u face to face about these issues, about all my sadness when i m facing u... but i dont dare... i still hope that i can b ur gal, the gal that u trust... i know if i voice out, i will make u angry or mayb make the house lose its true happiness... i dowan that to happen.. i truly hope daddy, u will understand one day, that i m unhappy, that i think u din treat the 4 of us equally...
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